Today the fog began to lift from my brain, and I made it through the day without the need of any anti-nausea drugs. I hate drugs. I hate feeling out of control. I ate a little a lot of the day. Cheese, frozen grapes (loved them), I sent Ian for Soup at Au Bon Pain, Broccoli Cheddar, and that seemed like a good idea, but the seasoning was too much. Heartburn. Ugh! this will totally suck if I can't have FLAVOR!!! I love seasoning, and yet, EVERYTHING! gives me heartburn. Pepcid, right. As if that helps.
then to make matters worse, Nebraska decides to NOT show up for the game. I don't know who was playing today, but it was not my Huskers. They acted as if they were the ones on Chemo this past week. I really needed them to play well today. I never get to see them, and when they do....ARGH!
But the good news is I feel better today, and hopefully tomorrow will be even better. I'm bored, bored to tears, yet I don't have the energy to get going. I have fits and starts of energy, like I'm going to bust out of here, and then as soon as it begins, it's gone. So I sleep a lot still, but restlessly so. Rose came to visit, and it was great to have company.
So tomorrow, step by step, inch by inch, I pull myself out of chemo hell. Tomorrow, a walk. Even if it's just to go downstairs and get the mail.
Nite!
Love and Light!
Melissa
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